Nightmare of Desire

Yarelis I. Martinez Arce
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NIGHTMARE OF DESIRE
Final Fiction

It was almost winter in the small island of Japan . The season were everything is white and beautiful, where the cherry tree blossoms and it's the right time to fall in love. On a not so far city , named Okinawa; A young girl called Ayame lived with her father , Mr. Tanashi . He was a very successful businessman and was always working but Ayame loved him very much even though he was never home .Her mother died when she was giving birth and Ayame never got the change to spent some time with her. This girl was 17 years old and was almost finishing high school. Since she's been an only child she often felt alone , that's why she loved the internet and had many friends, but only one was very special to her. His name is Richard , an American boy who was living in Japan for a few months. Richard was really handsome. He had blue eyes and blond hair. One day , Mr. Tanashi came Home early from work. Ayame heard the door open:

"Ohayou!!, Ayame- san. I'm Home. How are you, my sweetie?" Said Mr. Tanashi
"Dad!! Why are you so early?" She runs in surprised and gives him a hug.
" I'm fine daddy, just surprised to see you so early. I made dinner for you and I hope you like it so after you changed your clothes, I want you to come downstairs to eat." said Ayame
They both left and after Mr. Tanashi changed clothes , they both reunited in the dinner room and said a small player. Mr. Tanashi was very happy to see that her daughter made dinner. The dinner room was really spectacular , the wood was made from the finest there was in Japan and even if they sat in the floor there was a heating system install in the floor. All was high class.
" Ayame kun , this is very delicious , arigatou . But I have to tell you something." said Mr. Tanashi
Then he stops eating and had this weird look .Ayame had never seen her father that way.
"oh , Tousan!! Are you okay? Your making me nervous. What is wrong? " said Ayame very worry.
" Please , Ayame relax. This is very important."
Mr. Tanashi said while standing up and sitting next to his daughter giving her a hug
" I have to travel to Tokyo tomorrow. I have a very important meeting with the bosses and I can't miss it. Look I know I promised you I wouldn't leave you alone anymore but this is very important. Gomen-nasai , Ayame kun. I love you very much." said Mr. Tanashi
Ayame almost crying stood quietly listening to her father's message.
She only replied " Wakari- masita , Tousan"
Mr. Tanashi kissed her in the cheeks and left to his room. Then Ayame ran to her room and lock herself in. She cried for hours until she heard her Sony laptop. It was the messenger and she had a new message from her friend.
"Hey, Ayame! What's up , Baby? I miss you. I've been trying to call you but you had your cell off. Call me!!Bye with love Richard"
Ayame sat on her chair very peacefully and read the message then she wrote back:
"My love, I was waiting for you but since my dad came early I couldn't wrote to you or answer the phone. Sorry Sweetie!!! Are you online? "
" As always , waiting for you 0_~ . Why didn't you call me or something? Wrote Richard
"Well, I told you !! my father came home early and to what surprised he has to leave again tomorrow but this time he's leaving to Tokyo. I mean, I hate it when he leaves me alone." Ayame wrote.
"Hey , relax baby!!!. You know if you hate been alone so much maybe I could come and make you some company. What do you think?" Richard wrote with a smiley icon ^_^...
" Richard , sweetie that sounds like a good idea. I love for you to come home but you should do it at night or wait until my dad finally leaves. We could watch a movie or something. I love it when you have good ideas and besides I'm dying to see you again." Ayame wrote very playfully.
Suddenly her dad , screams from downstairs ." Ayame - san!!!!"
" Yes, Tousan!" Answers Ayame with a loud voice but scared at the same time.
" Come downstairs , please I have something to ask you." Mr. Tanashi said.
"Hai!!!, Be right down just give me a sec. Ayame responded
" Richard sweetie, I have to go but kisses and hugs and I’ll see you tomorrow at night. Wait for my call. Love you." Ayame wrote and turn off her laptop and running as fast as she could she went downstairs to her dad.
" Yes, dad? Ayame said
" I'm really sorry about tomorrow but after I come back I'm going to take you to the movies, just you and me. " Said Mr. Tanashi
" Oh really, Dad!!!!" She gave her dad a big hug and was jumping from happiness.
" You know, it's been a long time since you and I spent some time together. We don’t even see or talk to each other anymore. Because your always traveling to places . But There’s this movie about two street fighters who fell in love ."Said Ayame
" Oh , BUddha! A love story but it's okay well go and see it, I promised you.I will make up the time we have lost and again I want to apologize. Gomen nasai!! And about tomorrow I don't want a house party or someone in the house , ok! I want you to promised me. " Ask Mr. Tanashi with a firm voice.[ He was always very strict and serious that’s why Ayame fear him a little bit. But deep down inside he was sweet and was in pain for the lost of his wife.]
" Hai, Tousan. I promised i'll be nice." Giving her dad a hug and leaving to her room. But she knew what was going to happen tomorrow and made her a bit nervous all night.

The next day at 5:30pm, Mr. Tanashi was almost ready for his bus but after he left. He gave Ayame his credit card and the car keys , just in case something happen.
" Tousan, why are you giving me so many things?” Said Ayame
" Ayame, I want you to buy something to eat and something for you, but don't act crazy because I’ll be watching on what you spend it . So be careful and lock yourself up. I'll be back tomorrow in the evening and I expect everything to be in order. I wish I could spent more time with you but business is business . So sweetie take care and I love you very much. As soon as I get there I'll call you to check on you. Ok So give me a hug. " Mr. Tanashi sad and gave his daughter a big hug.
" Oh, Tousan, I'll miss you so much. Please call me to see if your arrival was fine. Love you and take care." They both knee their heads in respect and the door was closed. But what Mr. Tanashi didn't knew was that his daughter had already planned her evening with Richard. He was supposed to arrived as soon as she called him.
By 7:00pm everything was quiet in Ayame's house. Not one sound when the phone rang . It was her father:
" Ayame , I'm here in Tokyo and everything is good. How are you?"
" Konnichiwa, Tousan!!! I'm glad that you are okay. Everything's good . I'm just watching some movies and later on I’ll go to sleep, remember I have school tomorrow ." Ayame very happy .
" Ok . Be careful and if anything happens call the police or me. I love you and i'll call you tomorrow. Wish me luck" replied Mr. Tanashi
" Luck , Daddy!! and sleep well. Muaaa Love you." Hanging up the phone. Ayame rush to her cell phone and call Richard.
" hello" Answer RIchard
" Hey, sleepyhead!! You can come now, my dad has arrived to Tokyo and I’m alone. Don’t forget the movies" said AYame.
" Finally , I was falling to sleep. But okay I'm going to try to hurry up so in half and hour I'll be there , bye" REplied RIchard
What Ayame didn't knew was that her dear Richard had other plans and they didn't include a movie.
A Half and hour later. Richard arrived with his fancy car and a bottle of wine but no movie.
"Hey , baby. Come give me a kiss." said Richard
" Oh , Richard don't be so quick. You know were just getting to know each other." Aame said a little bit scared
" Please , I just asked you for a kiss." Richard said while looking at her with a smile.
" Ok. Umm just a little one, Muaa" She kiss him in the mouth.
" I miss you” said Richard
" I miss you too but where are the movies" Replied Ayame
" Well sweetie, I thought we do something different. You know Like hang out and drink some wine maybe you can show me your house . It is very big and interesting." Richard show her the bottle.
" But , baby you know I'm just a 17 year old." said worried Ayame
" So what, oh come on. I just want to spent the night with you. Kissing you and hugging you, you know I love you. " Richard said and hug her.
" Hai , Maji de , Ikasu. Maybe for a little while" Said Ayame
" Don't speak Japanese, Baby you know I still don't understand it that well" Said very annoyed.
" I'm sorry . Come on inside" Ayame opened the door and Richard was astonished with the big Flat T.V and the shining silverware and curious chairs.
" Wow, You have a big house and cool designs" Richard said while looking at the furniture.
" Yeah, my dad had it build the traditional Japanese style but with a few high tech machinery" Explained AYame
" You know you look more beautiful than before it makes me want to kiss you and something more" said Richard touching her hands.
" Oh , Richard stop it .Your making me nervous" Ayame said

Just a few hours after Richard arrived, they both were having fun, listening to music and drinking the wine but what Ayame forgot was that she was alone. In a minute Richard notice that ayame was a little bit more drunk than he was and jump in front of her. They both were in the living room listening to music with low lights.
" Hey , Ayame I didn't notice how beautiful you look with that mini. It makes me so Hot!!!! " said Richard while trying to touch her legs and body.
" Stop it!!!!, Richard I don't like that tone" She told Richard and push him away.
But Richard didn't listen he kept thinking about her body and suddenly he was trying to have sex with her. Ayame was drunk but still she didn't wanted to have sex with him. So she fought not to surrender.
" Baka!!! let me go!! Ayame screamed.
But Richard was more stronger than her and hit her in the head.
Ayame laid unconscious. When she woke up. There was no one in her house, just her and her clothes in the floor. She felt an awful pain in the lower part of her stomach and her head. But she didn't remember that much just that she was with Richard having fun. " Oh my head!! What happened and where is Richard? Ask Ayame touching her head and stomach.
She try calling him but no one answer the phone.
" Baka!! , he leaves like nothing and I can't remember anything. But what hour is it? Oh my god !!! almost 4;00pm , Tousan is coming in half and hour. I have a few minutes to get everything ready" She said very scared.

Ayame ran to her room and went to the bathroom to take a shower . While washing her body she saw a little bit of blood running down her legs. This never had happen before to her , worried she cleaned up the blood really good and put some new clothes on. Then she cleaned the house, throw away the trash and ordered something from McDonald’s.
By 4:30pm the door rang. She opened the door and it was Mr. Tanashi.
" Ayame- san!! come here I miss you a lot. How are you? " Mr. Tanashi hugging really hard.
" Oh, Tousan don't hug so hard, I have a headache." Said Ayame, pushing away from the hug.
" Are you okay, Ayame? You look a little bit sick and pale" Ask Mr. Tanashi worried.
" No, Tousan. I'm fine, It's just that I haven't been sleeping well. You know school stuff.
But forget about that, I order something from McDonalds since I don't feel very well." Ayame told him.
" It's okay sweetie, go to sleep and I’ll tell you tomorrow about that . Okay , come here, give daddy a kiss.
" Love you ,Tousan, Hope you had a good day. Oyasumi!!!' replied Ayame, while running to her room.
In the night Ayame couldn't stop thinking about what happened when she suddenly remember that she was raped by Richard .She felt disgusted and dirty . Soon after that she try calling him again but no one answer the phone then she tried to see if he was on the internet since he was always online. She knew this because this was the way she met him. He did was online. She sent him messages but no one answered . She kept writing but no answer. He just sent her an email, telling her that he didn't wanted to see her anymore because she was stupid and a slut. Ayame was surprised by that comment since she knew he was responsible, she then replied with a message telling him , she was going to the police but he just showed her some naked photos of her with him and said if she ever talked to him again , everyone will see the slut she is. Scared , Ayame closed the window and went to the bed crying. Her only thoughts were wishing that it never happened and that no one knew she had sex with an unknown man or even worse a "gaijin", when the truth was that she was raped. This was the worst moment ever and she didn’t knew what to do , just try to forget and continue with her life.

A few months passed after the accident in Ayame's house , it is February and everything was back to normal. Richard was never seen again . Ayame was feeling a bit weird . She had headaches and was dizzy all the time. She had problems eating and was puking all the time. One day she told her best friend what happened and she told her that she might be pregnant. Ayame stood there in shock and almost crying. Her friend said that they needed to check if it was true so they both went to the closest pharmacy and bought a home test kit. [ Kichii-kun was Ayame’s best friend from school , they knew each other from years]
" Kichii-kun, what I'm supposed to do if it's positive?? You know that I was raped but no one cares about that. I can't tell my dad what happened he would kill me. Oh Kichii , I’m so scared!!!" Ayame told her friend and sat down in the floor.
" Ayame , be strong . if you are pregnant there are many solutions. We can go to the social worker in the school , have the baby or have an abortion. I don't agree with the last one but in this case you were raped." said Kichii hugging Ayame
A few minutes after the test was done , it turned positive and Ayame's world came down. She knew it was over and what was worst was that it was from someone she didn't love.
" Oh shit ,oh shit , What I am supposed to do know. This is awful I don't know what to do. Kichii help me, please!!" Ayame screaming out loud .
"Let's think about this, you can have an abortion but it's going to cost you. I know this cousin who had one for 400 bucks but it's not very safe, remember your still 17 and the legal way to do it is if your 18. Anyway I can take you there but I don't have any money. Or you could go to school and talk with the social worker that stupid Richard has to pay ."They both stop and thought about it for a few minutes .
" I don't want to kill the baby is not his fault but I do have to make a decision .”
“Oh , kichii , I want to die , I can’t stand the embarrassment , my poor dad , he’s going to kill me.” Ayame , relax don’t think stuff like that , come on let's talk with the social worker maybe she can help." said Kichii.
A few hours later, they were in school talking to the social worker. Kichii left her there and the social worker began explaining the consequences she might have if she keeps it or aborts it. Ayame listen very carefully and try to make a decision. Next the social worker called her dad , Ayame needed her dad more than anything, a few minutes later Mr. Tanashi arrived very furious and crying.
" How could you do this to me, I trusted you Ayame. You have disowned our family. I mean how could you and with a “gaijin I’m very disappointed , your not longer my daughter.”" responded Mr. Tanashi almost hitting Ayame.
The social worker stop the talk and ask that Mr. Tanashi to relax and try to understand that she was raped by Richard not that she wanted to happen. He was very hurt but at the same time angry. Mr. Tanashi and the social worker called the police and try to contact Richard but neither the police or them had any success because Richard left back to his home. He was nowhere to be found. Ayame and her dad put up a report asking for help to the other authorities and left home. Now , a year passed and Ayame finished school ,bought an apartment for the baby and her. She never worked before but since , she was disowned , she was poor and had to work as a waitress. Her dad is still mad and is not speaking to her. Ayame wish everyday that it never happened and now her youth is ruined . She regrets the day she went online and started chatting on the internet. She never knew this would had happened to her. Her whole life changed for just a night of desire or should we say nightmare.
Japanese word:
Hai= Yes
Wakari-masita= I understand
Ohayou= Good morning
Oyasumi= Good night
Gomen-nasai= Sorry
How are you?= Ogenki desu-ka?
Baka= Stupid
Arigatou= Thanks
Konnichiwa=hello
Ikasu=cool
Maji de= Really

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11 months ago

Pretty Good! well elaborated, thoughtful...just a piece of art!